simply me...

i feel like quitting most of the time now, since i know most of the employees here will get their 13th month pay, bonuses and so many benefits soon, i do have 13th month but its just not enough :( so i really feel bad. i just wish next year would be better...i miss also my husband now,  thinking of him make me feel sad since i want him to be with us this Christmas. I will be very lonely i can see i just hope my kids won't feel a damn thing about my depression throughout the season.